THE BEGINNING OF AN END & THE END OF A BEGINNING
I HAD A NEW BEGINNING, AND I TURNED A NEW LEAF AFTER A FATAL MOTORCYCLE ACCIDENT IN EARLY 2018. I WAS A PASSENGER ON MY BROTHERS MOTORCYCLE IN THE EARLY HOURS OF THE MORNING, IN CAMBODIA.
"ON A DARK ROAD I WAS BROKEN I AINT JOKIN"
I BROKE MY RIGHT PATELLA (KNEE) IN HALF
AND WAS RUSHED TO EMERGENCY SURGERY, 2 AND A HALF HOURS AWAY IN A TAXI.
THIS WAS THE DAY MY LIFE CHANGED FOREVER.
THIS WAS THE DAY THAT BEGAN MY JOURNEY OF MUSIC.
THIS WAS THE DAY I WAS REBORN.
THIS WAS THE DAY I REACHED A TURNING POINT.
I WAS HOSPITALISED FOR 7 DAYS AFTERWARDS, NEGLECTED AND LEFT IMMOBILE WITH THE DIRTY BED SHEETS. IF IT WASN'T FOR MY BROTHER & HIS FRIENDS I WOULD NOT OF EATEN, LET ALONE SURVIVED.
I STRUGGLED MYSELF OUT OF MY HOSPITAL BED ONE DAY, AS MY IV (PRESUMABLY MORPHINE) WAS LONG FORGOTTEN & EMPTY. CALLING OUT FOR HELP DOWN THE HALLWAY. AS I HOBBLED DOWN I CAME TO AN OPENING, TO FIND THE NURSES & CO WERE ALL SITTING DOWN ON THEIR PHONES. ONE CAME TO MY ATTENTION & ASSISTED ME AS THE OTHERS WENT BACK TO THEIR PHONE GAMES & VIRTUAL SOCIAL LIVES. NO EMPATHY.
I LEARNT TO CARRY MYSELF FROM THAT DAY FORTH.
A WISE LESSON WHICH HAS LED ME TO THE CREATION OF
ALBY DAMN.
LEADING MY OWN BAND. LEADING MY SONGWRITING
& LEADING THE WAY FOR CREATIVE MINDS TO THRIVE.
THROUGH INSPIRATIONS ALONG THE WAY, I WAS DRIVEN TO
WRITE, RECORD & RELEASE 16 SONGS USING MY BASIC KNOWLEDGE OF GARAGE BAND.
MY GRASSROOTS ALBUM DARK&LIGHT WAS THE 1ST CREATION WHICH TOOK LESS THEN 3 DAYS. FOLLOWING A METHOD OF 4. LOVE LOSS & PHILOSOPHY IS INSTILLED IN THIS 4 SONG ALBUM.
ONCE I CAME OUT OF THE HOSPITAL, I BEGAN MY RECOVERY BY THE RIVERSIDE AT MY BROTHERS HOSTEL, HIGH TIDE. I ALMOST IMMEDIATELY CAST ASIDE ALL COMMERCIAL PAIN RELIEF & ANTI INFLAMMATORIES.
I RELIED SOLELY ON NATURAL GROWN CANNABIS & HOME COOKED FOOD PUSH UPS & HAND PLANTS.
I WAS IMMOBILE WITH WIRE INSIDE OF MY KNEE HOLDING MY PATELLAR TOGETHER WITH 6 MEATY STITCHES.
WITH THE HELP OF TOUGH LOVE & MY GUITAR, I BEGAN TO BUILD RESILIENCE & POWER.
MY VOICE & MY GUITAR WAS MY TOOL TO VENT MY EMOTIONS, SURROUNDING MY SITUATION.
PLAYING & PLAYING & PLAYING, AS THE RIVER FLOWED BESIDE ME IN MY EUPHORIC MANNER.
BEFORE THIS INCIDENT I WAS INVISIONING MY TRIP TO THE HIMALAYAS.
PLAYING GUITAR & SINGING A TUNE ON A MOUNTAIN CLIFF.
I HAVE NEVER HAD AN INJURY WHERE I WAS UNABLE TO DO THE THINGS THAT MADE ME WHO I AM.
I WAS STRICKEN WITH SPITE & SADNESS OF WHAT THE PEOPLE IN MY ENVIRONMENT WERE EXPERIENCING AS I LAYED BY & WATCHED THE DAYS BECOME NIGHTS.
JUMPING FROM THE DECKS OF THE HOSTEL TO BOAT ADVENTURES & WATCHING THE ENERGY RISE AS SOME OF THE ATTENDANTS READIED THEMSELVES FOR MOTORBIKE ADVENTURES IN THE SE ASIAN JUNGLE.
I GOT MOTIVATED TO SAY THE LEAST & KEPT MY FINGERS STRUMMING.
I BECAM HYPER AWARE OF MY BODY & DETERMINED TO MAKE MYSELF STRONGER THEN EVER. IN MY MIND I TOLD MY SELF I WOULD WALK ON MY HANDS JUST AS I WOULD WALK WITH MY FEET.
I BEGAN TO EXERCISE MY MIND & BODY RIGOROUSLY WITH A FIRE INSIDE ME.
THAT FIRE IS STILL WITH ME TODAY AS I WRITE THIS,
AS I GO THROUGH MY DAY TO DAY.
THIS FIRE HAS BEEN MY DRIVING FORCE IN & OUT OF THE WATER.
SOME CAN'T HANDLE THE INTENSITY OF MY WAYS,
HOWEVER, I AM FORTUNATE THAT IT IS TREASURED & NURTURED
ACCORDINGLY,
BY THE LOVE MY LIFE.
CONCHA.
CONCHA IS A GIFT FROM THE GODS.
HOWEVER THIS IS ANOTHER STORY
WE WILL GET TO THAT LATER.
THANKS FOR TUNING IN.
ALBY. 🌊